I might puke on a child.

Tomorrow is my first day volunteering at Miami Children’s Hospital and I can honestly say I haven’t been this nervous in years. Decades even. I’ve been trying to watch a movie to get my mind off of it but I can’t even concentrate.

I’m a ‘Bedside Buddy.’ So I go to the kids rooms and play games, do arts and crafts, read books, etc etc. I’m scared shitless. What if I suck? What if the kids hate me? What if I fuck up and forget to wash my hands and I make some kid really sick or something? AHHHHH.

I think I’m gonna throw up.